Going away for a long time (read please)

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well. my life just got fucking horrible in 2 days

Reasons why I won't be on for a long time:

1. I'm grounded from my computer for no reason. They say that it's 'brainwashing me' and I am becoming 'an internet prostitute' or some shit just because I have human contact through my fucking computer. so I am grounded from it for idek how long. Months or even years it could be they say. Jesus I have strict parents.

2. My grandpa is in the hospital and he is going to die soon. My family is before my art so I am going to hang out with him a lot... or at least I'm trying to. He is apparently in too much pain to see anyone so that fucking sucks. 

3. I have no motivation to do art. I have slowly became depressed to the point where I don't really know what to do. I honestly just wanna curl away for a long long long time. 

4. Drama. Just drama. My best friend apparently hates me now and is pissed at me, I am being fought over or some shit, suicidal friends, school stress, family problems and a whole bunch more shit has piled up.

This will probably cause me to lose a shit ton of watchers, I expect it. I will probably lose my two art buddies because of this, Fennic and ikoped. I may lose multiple close friends of mine because of this, including TakiDoge. I'm truly sorry for all this shit and I promise that once all this bullshit is over with, I will art again. Now really isn't a good time though.

(ps. im leaving the group ((All-Art-Is-Unique)) to fennic and ikoped)
(pss. i will come back momentarily when i feel like i have the opportunity to sneak behind my parents)


Love all you beautiful cinnamon rolls and I hope you are living your life a hell lot better than me at the moment,
  
        - Kayla Wilson (OhShootIshKayla)
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oh gosh hun!! i'm so so so sorry you're going through all of this! just know that everything will eventually get better and that things will resolve themselves!
I'll definitely be sticking with you until you return and if you ever get back online during this rough time and need to talk to anyone ill be here for you!!
You've literally been the sweetest person to me ever since i've joined deviant art and i hope that you'll be back sooner than later so we can make more collabs and have a blast drawing!!
Remember to take care of yourself! none of this is your fault and self-care is really important!! you could try distracting yourself with things that make you happy until every hectic thing passes! 
I wish u the best and will once again def be here for you to help if you ever need it!!!